Journey Back to the Mother's Womb! I can't go back to being the person I was yesterday and I dislike and disown myself, Today! What should I be then? What can I be? These questions probe through my heart day in and day out every day! How do I get rid of them? What should I do? Radha loves me for what I am! But can she accept what I did to save my job? Yes, it is scandalous to dvelve into the details, somehow I did not feel the necessity to apologise, Am I not capable or is it my male chauvinistic ego that stops me? I am writing this dairy post to let the world know what my hard exterior completed by ego dissected and confused by societal norms really suffers within the heart of the hearts. How do I let my wife feel safe around me again? What should I say to my daughter to not feel let down by her father? Can normalcy return ever in my life? ************************ Me: Banana Milk Shake with Caramel Chocolate. Suddenly I h